Help me from the freezing sheets, the sleepless nights and the overwhelming urge to hurt.
What annoys me, about myself is that I cannot identify myself. By this I mean my sexuality and me. I have dated men and women, and always thought of myself as Bisexual. I understand aswell that sexuality resembles a fluid state and that these things can change throughout life. But it confuses me.
Maybe its me, maybe its the way i’ve been brought up and the society that we live in but its just something. That need to fit in a box. :/ it hurts and confuses me so much
I truly know that I love my girlfriend but there is a sense since being so comfortable with her that she’s the one, but also that I like women more if you get me?
Does anyone else get this feeling?
This is actually fantastic
I never confess myself so much to my girlfriend as I should. I sometimes want to so much but its a case of I might seem strange or look weird or just look wrong. I know as well that I shouldn’t feel like this but due to past relationships I do. There’s nothing more upsetting than not being able to open up to her. Its little things like how I knew her fear of telling everyone when she was coming out, that I wanted to help her but I didn’t know how. I was, at the time, in England when she was in ireland and it hurt. Her family and friends were fine about it but it was just not knowing.
I HAVE WAITED ALL YEAR TO POST THIS